So, this afternoon I've realized how much that event (L *cough* A *cough* C *cough* )affected the way I trust people. I know its kinda months ago but still I hate them all. I wont settle until they get the equal consequences of their actions >:0.

Just wanna share this one. I got interested with it cause most of it are true ( except for the engineering thingie, i really dunno why it is listed down here). So, here it is


You entered: Julie Anne Gutierrez

There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 94
There are 9 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

Latin	Female	Variant of Julia: Young.
French	Female	Downy. French form of Julia. Also can be a feminine form of Julian: Youthful. Jove's child. Famous Bearer: Actress Julie Andrews.

Your number is: 4

The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.

The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.

The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.

If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 9

A Soul Urge number of 9 means: 
With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.

As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4

An Inner Dream number of 4 means: 
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

http://www.paulsadowski.com/NameData.asp

Still a week before I go back to school but I'm already bored. Really weird. I've been waiting for the sembreak for quite sometime but now I'd rather want a school day wherein none or only few of our teachers entered our class.

For the past few days, I guess the only thing I've done everyday is cry. I don't know why but most of the times I'll think about something then suddenly burst into tears. Even listening to music can lead me to such. Too much emotional stress I guess. The bigger problem now is I don't know what problem am I really crying for.

I know, sembreak's not about crying. Actually it is to unload from stress. I don't want to think about anything right now anymore. And oh, I feel like bursting into tears again. NOOOOO!!!!                        

Before anything else, random lang to. It just caught my attention, cute kasi.

I'm not a fan of anime but I used to like some. 1 of which is Yamato Nadeshiko the Wallflower (actually my favorite). I really don't know why I like it nor can I remember when and why did I started watching it. But surely no regrets.

Sunako was a high school girl who was called ugly by the guy whom she confessed her love to. Because of this incident, she turned away from all forms of beauty. As a result, Sunako's aunt resorted to asking four handsome men to change Sunako. If they succeed, they can live in her mansion for free.  

The four, Kyouhei, Takenaga, Ranmaru, and Yuki, tries their best to make Sunako a perfect woman but Sunako refuses. She prefers morbidity which is very obvious with the way her room looks. It is a dark room whose light mostly comes from the television where Sunako watches morbid movies. Also in her room are 4 skeleton dolls which she often talks to.

Sunako is afraid of beautiful and bright things/people which includes Kyouhei. This makes life hard for the four handsome men. They have to lie to Auntie (Sunako's aunt) about Sunako's condition. Things were going smoothly until one day, Auntie announced that she will hold a party where she will introduce her niece. This made Kyouhei and the rest of the boys resort to train Sunako personally. They thought that they have failed. But before that party ended, they have witnessed a perfect woman.     

I woke up at 7 since we have no classes. My only reason for going to school is to submit a module and an envelope. Thanks to some of my classmates, my morning became livelier. We had bunch of good chit chats and good laughs. Well, it was really enjoying. After the stories, we've decided to go to a convenience store just across the street. It was refreshing. I had float (well, I've been craving for it for the past few days) and bought 2 instant noodles and 1 big pack of curls.

I got home for lunch. Afternoon came and it was such a bore. All of a sudden I realized that I was already singing songs like Voice Within, Through the Fire, Reflection and others (yes, I know I've placed in my previous blogs that I'm not musical so, uhhhmm you know). But on the positive side, I did something productive - I placed the speaker back at the computer (I've unplugged it weeks ago for our practice), then I've listened to songs to keep me awake. I realized it was already 3 so I ate one of the cup noodles I bought earlier (and yes I was aware: mainit yung weather kanina). After eating, I've browsed the newly uploaded pictures of this really cute and friendly guy (almost one month na kasi since I last saw him, ayos lang nag-usap naman kami that time ;) hahaha). Boredom was also the reason why I've changed my layout and advertised this blog to some pages. After that, I posted a new blog followed by another and now this one (halatadong walang magawa sa buhay XD). But before posting this, I cried a liter of tears because once again I've realized that I will really really miss high school (debating to be specific).

So that's my day. I'm hoping for a better one tomorrow.    

Noodle is a type of food made from dough, formed into thin ribbons, strips, curly-cues, waves, helices, pipes, tubes, strings and many more. The usual process of cooking noodles is by boiling it in  a mixture of oil and water. But the way of cooking may vary depending on the type of noodle it would be.

For the past days, I've been eating noodles everyday-from spaghetti to cup noodles and all the other noodles. I find it really delicious and filling. Am I addicted to it? I guess so. As I searched the internet about this, I've found lots of people like me. But after sometime I've found this comment saying that: "Whenever you crave for pasta, remind yourself of its ingredients. Now recall your childhood years when you were made to make mosaics and other arts and you get really annoyed by the paste. Noodles are made of flour and water, same as through with the paste."  

This got me for a while, but hey! noodles are proven edible and they don't stick like paste. So whatever it is, I still love eating noodles. :)

So here's an alphabet about me:

A- Available
* No I'm busy eh (hahaha).... Seriously, NO!
B- Birthday
* January 18 1996
C- Confused about
*Why does she annoy me so much?
D- Drink you last had
*Define drink.... I had water this lunch; for alcohol, red wine a few weeks ago. Wala namang occasion pasaway lang talaga.
E- Easiest person to talk to
*Myself... I'm a person, right? ..... Sige na nga si Rina na lang, oo lang naman ng oo lalo pag busy
F- Favorite music/group/band
*nothing specific.... ang random kasi eh
G- Gummy bears or gummy worms
*Worms na lang. I don't find the bears cute eh...
H- Hometown
*Lingayen, Pangasinan
I- Instrument
*Is mayonnaise an instrument? hahaha Hindi kasi ako musical eh
J- Juice
*Orange :)
K- Killed someone
*In my dreams? Yeah, billion of times
L- Longest car ride
*Pangasinan to Laguna or Cavite, whichever is farther
M- Milkshake flavor
*Strawberry
N- Number of pets
*There are lots of animals at home but I own none of them
O- One wish
*To be successful
P- Person who you called last
*My dad
Q- Quiet or loud
*quiet na lang
R- Reasons to smile
*a fulfilling day
S- Single and ready to mingle
*No
T- Time you woke up
*This morning? 7, sembreak na eh may kailangan lang ipass
U- Under the sea
*Huh? The last time I checked di pa naman ako mermaid
V- Violent
*Yeah, when provoked
W- Worst habit
*Procrastination
X- X-rays you've had
*Thank goodness wala pa naman
Y- Your favorite animals
*None, takot ako sa kanila eh
Z- Zodiac sign
*Capricorn (The disciplinarian of the zodiac)

Luckily, we have our sembreak (though we have lots of take home thingies). At least I will be getting extra hours of sleep and more time for computer and tv, not to mention the break from stress due to loads of quizzes, assignments and other requirements. So, am I happy? Partly. I just realized that since its already sembreak, only half of the school year is left... only a very little time for me to do the things I've used to do. And yeah, I still ain't happy about graduation.
 
So here are the things that I will miss after high school

1. Debate. As seen in my posts, debate has really been  a very big part of my high school life. It is where I've experienced to conquer my fear, to take a stand, to appreciate little things, and a lot of other things.

Semifinals match

Government whip speech

Argumentum Activity

Inter Pangasinan Seminar 

The PNHS DebSoc

2. Kalokohan during debate. Of course!!!! (no need to explain why) hahaha

Pizza Hut

Sipaan moments at SM Baguio

Sige Tim gapang lang para maconvince si ma'am

What are they doing?!

"Pls... gusto naming gumala" hahaha

3. "Reviews" and sit-ins? (I wanna emphasize the question mark, hahahaha)

summer review

yum yum

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no comment

cute sana yung lights kung clear yung pic :

4. Random moments 

At syempre makakalimutan ko ba naman to

Yes I know wrong grammar to (di naman ako may gawa eh hahaha, secret na lang kung saan to)

Lastly, Thank you sa mga taong pinagkunan ko ng pics

They say: The Reproductive Health Bill undermines the human rights it seeks to advance.
I say: It does not. It promotes human rights. As everyone knows choice and health care are human rights.
a. Choice. Through the help of the RHB, people have the choice to have safe sex. Indeed abstinence is a surefire to safe sex. But be human!!! Frankly, sex is inevitable specially in certain ages of one's life.
b. Health care. Through this bill, doctors are obliged to properly treat even those who have undergone illegal abortion. This thing has been misunderstood by many people. This only means that women who had undergone abortion would not be deprived of health care. But after being treated, they would SURELY face the consequences of their acts accordingly ( in short, abortion would not be legalized through the help of RHB). Going back to the main point of this paragraph, criminals are being treated, so why not these people. A true story shared by a nurse, a woman was rushed to the hospital because of bleeding. The doctors found out that she took something to abort the baby. Instead of treating her immediately, the doctors scolded her. After their sermons, the doctors treated her (raspa) without any anesthesia because according to them she is sinful. Now, for those who are against the RHB, can you imagine how painful is that? You go to the hospital to seek help but instead, you get scolded and not receive the proper treatment.

They say: Maternal health requires access to healthcare facilities and reproductive health education, not contrceptives
I say: Access to healthcare facilities and reproductive health education are very much in the RHB. Contraceptives, condoms are important.
a. Condoms. Through the use of condoms, the spread of STDs could be prevented. According to studies, pull out method is not really effective because of the pre ejaculation cum.
b. Contraceptives. Through the use of contraceptives, one can have choice to get pregnant or not. According to many women, the reason as to why they have many kids is because they have no choice. They are afraid that if they don't submit their selves, their husbands might look for another woman.  No, Contraception is not killing for it only prevents ovulation and makes it hard for the sperm to enter the uterus (source: http://womenshealth.about.com/od/thepill/f/howpillworks.htm, http://www.goaskalice.columbia.edu/0663.html) If this is killing, then, imrpison anyone who masturbates!!!

They say: It does not protect the rights of conscience of those that will be responsible for implementing new measures
I say: It does. No part of the bill says that there would be a corresponding punishment for doctors who would not recommend the use of condoms, contraceptives, pills or what not. Also, a part of the bill says that:
  SEC. 17. Employers’ Responsibilities. - Employers shall respect the reproductive health rights of all their workers. Women shall not be discriminated against in the matter of hiring, regularization of employment status or selection for retrenchment.
All Collective Bargaining Agreements (CBAs) shall provide for the free delivery by the employer of reasonable quantity of reproductive health care services, supplies and devices to all workers, more particularly women workers. In establishments or enterprises where there are no CBAs or where the employees are unorganized, the employer shall have the same obligation.
Also , the bill does not prohibit the parents from teaching their children about sex. It just wants to make sure that at the end of the day, every child knows something about sex. We should be aware that all parents have the guts and time to teach this to their children

They say: It violates freedom of expression
I say: It does not. The bill does not force anyone to use pills, etc. It respects the choice of the couple. No penalty shall be given to those who won't use it. It just wants to give option, to give choice to the Filipino citizen.

They say: Increase in contraceptive use leads to higher abortion rate.
I say: It does not. Using these things affect the egg cells and sperm cells. Then a bigger possibility that there would already be no baby formed (so, nothing would be aborted). Unlike if you have unprotected sex, there is a very big percent of a woman getting pregnant What many people refuse to see is that RHB seeks to prevent abortion by family planning.

They say: It fails to reaffirm the Philippines's protection of the unborn.
I say: Filipino law has long defended the right to life of all persons. But there is still no life in this case. The sperm and egg has not yet met (refer to earlier links and explanation).

They say: Recent reports says that family planning programs failed to meet the needs of the poorest population.
I say: I can't see the truth in this. Mind you, reports from different bodies have shown the need of poor people for contraceptives. Let me cite a documentary I've watched: It was all about a poor woman who confessed that she and her husband uses plastic as condom because they could not afford to buy condoms. But then those plastics are not effective so they still ended up having lots of children. But this people are still luckier for they know those things. Most of the poor people does not know that these things does not even exist.

They say: There has never been a direct link connecting high population with high poverty rates
I say: Let us analyze the situation. Take for example an average earning family. This family then has lets say 6 kids. Consider the current prices of the basic needs, the education of the children and all of the other needs, how can you say that the salaries of the parents are still sizable for the whole family. Don't you think that because of this the middle class family will become a poor family. Another point is that the aim of the RHB is not only to eliminate poverty but also to increase awareness, decrease mortality rate due to lack of healthcare and to prevent the spread of STDs. Mind you, there is a direct link between these things and the improvement  of the life of every Filipino.

    

     

   

Julie Anne...
1. hates teleseryes but loves news
2. hates seeing the door wide open
3. is very very talkative
4. loves the color lavender
5. does not trust people easily
6. is pessimistic
7. is very defensive
8. hates going into long trips
9. loves listening to music

Seven things that cross your mind a lot through the day
1. Why am I doing this in the first place?
2. Wait!!! I think I forgot something
3. How long till Saturday? I really need a decent sleep
4. How long till the class ends?
5. If I knew this would happen, I should have just slept at home
6. What?!

Ten things you wish you could say (don't say for whom it is)

1. Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go. Not loving you is harder than you know.
2. Maswerte ka kaya gawin mo na yung dapat mong gawin bago mawala.
3. Bahala ka nga. Anggulo mo eh.
4. Hmmm akala ko mabait ka.
5. Hindi porke dyan ka nag-aaral eh pwede kana magyabang. Alam natin pareho yung nangyari.
6. Ang cute mo, promise... di ko lang alam kung bakit ang sungit mo sakin.
7. Hay naku feeling mo naman.noh
8. Sigurado ka?
9. Don't worry, the feeling is mutual.
10. I challenge you! Ano?

Six little stupid things you want to happen to you before you die
1. Go ziplining
2. spend one whole day eating my favorite dishes just to know if I can
3. Ride Anchors Away and Space Shuttle to know which one is worse.
4. Go up the tallest building.
5. Wear a really scary halloween costume.
6. Escape death? (uhm never mind baka mafinal destination pa ako)

Three smiles that describe your life
1. The big smile
2. The pretentious smile
3. The smile when I do something to trick someone

One Confession
I slipped in the mud when I was in 1st year :)

1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?
-a close friend whom I've not talk to for quite sometime
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
-does anyone (except for that store's employees) do that?
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
-depends on who I am with but most of the time I'm a listener.
4. Do you take compliments well?
-nah
5. Do you play sudoku?
-when I was younger
6. When abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
-I can't even survive alone at home.
7. Do you like to ride horses?
-Yeah, that would be oh so fun
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
-no, please see question no. 6
9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
-dressing up my Barbie dolls
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would yo go for it?
-no, I have my morals
11. Have you lied to get out of a date?
-no, not yet
 12. Could you date someone with different beliefs than you?
-why not, its just a date and not a prayer service or what not
13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
- I wanna be pursued but its not wrong to pursue once in a while
14. Use three words to describe yourself
-loquacious, uncontrollable, discerning
15. Do any songs make you cry?
-Who am I by Casting Crowns
16. Are you continuing your education?
-yeah
17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
-Do toy guns count?
18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
-my bag which contains my gadgets and money
19. How often do you read books?
-twice or thrice a week
20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
-They're equally weighed
21. What is your favorite children's book?
-Any fairytale book except for Snow White and Cinderella (I dunno why, but I hate them)
22. What color are your eyes?
-brown
23. How tall are you?
-5'4 to 5'5.... Anybody know how I could reach 5'7 or 5'8?
24. Where is your dream house located?
-The place where the house of Jessie of Full House (Filipino version) is located. I really like the view
25.  ****
-****
26. Have you tried sushi?
-not yet... I don't feel like eating one
27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
-no, I don't enjoy taking pictures
28. When was the last time you were at olive garden?
-havent ever been there
29. When was the last time you were at church?
-last Sunday (10/09/11)
30. Where was the farthest place you traveled today?
-at school (North building)
31. What was your favorite job?
-still a student
32. Do you like mustard?
-yeah, very much
33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
-Depends on the food (I'm so choosy kasi eh)
34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
-I guess my mom
35. How long does it take you in the shower?
-30 mins-1 hour (beyond that, assume I'm dead)
36. Can you do the splits?
-no.... I don't even want to try
37. What movie do you want to see right now?
-I dunno but preferably something funny
38. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
-no, I will be in that part of my life anyway
39. What did you do for New Year?
-I cant remember (come on it's already October)
40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
-yeah, my classmate told me this morning
41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?
-yeah, Cady...like her I take revenge from those mean people around me
42. Do you own a camera phone?
-yeah, but I havent really been using the camers
43. Do you have an "ex-box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
-NOOOOO
44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
-no, she hates dancing
45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
-s (Gumapos) the surname is a bit unique
46. Do you like your middle name?
-sure, why not?
47. How many hourse of sleep do you get at night?
-5-10 hours, depends
48. Do you like care bears?
-yeah there so cute :)
49. What do you buy at the movies?
-popcorn and coke
50. Do you know how to play poker?
-yeah but I'm not good at it
51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
-sometimes
52. What do you wear to sleep?
-shirt and shorts or pajamas
53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
-define big
54. How many meals do you eat a day?
-1 breakfast, 1 lunch, 1 dinner, and 2 snacks... so a total of 5
55. Is your tongue pierced?
-no, that hurts
56. Ever meet anyone you met on myspace?
-I have no myspace account
57. Do you read myspace bulletins?
-I have no myspace account
58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
-funny but not exaggerated
59. Ever been to L.A.?
-not yet
60. Did you eat a cookie today?
-no, I already ate some yesterday eh
61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
-that's inevitable
62. Do you seal or pay for your music downloads?
-but they are offered freely in the net
63. Do you hate chocolates?
-OF COURSE NOT!!!! Why would I?
64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
-we don't
65. Are you a gullible person?
-no.... I trust only a chosen few
66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
-right now, no.... I wanna enjoy my freedom
67. If you could have any job what could it be?
-a political lawyer or an economist for a stable company
68. Are you easy to get along with?
-I don't think so. My interests are not the same with most people of my age
69. What is your favorite time of the day?
(hooray! I've reached no. 69)
-6-8 pm the time when I get to do relaxing things (late afternoon sleep, watch news, eat, i.e)

I don't really do decent self-introductions, so....

Hello, my name is Julie Anne. I am here and there called by my friends Julie while most of my relatives call me Anne. I am a fourth year high school student but I dunno if I'm happy about being one. I think I'm kinda weird- no, perhaps just unique because unlike most of the people who are in the same situation as I am, I don't feel any zest about graduation. I must admit that the ceremony is a very positive thing (and I am aware of that) but there are just some things which make me feel this way. Somehow I believe that I'll just get depressed because of it.

I was born and raised in Pangasinan but that does not mean that I'm fluent in the province's dialect. Well, this thing has been bothering me since yesterday since the story we are required to read for our Pantahanang Pagbasa is written in Pangasinan. 

Despite of my shyness(?), I am a proud member of our school's debate society. I have already joined various seminars and tournaments (which gave me the chance of making lakwatsa in different places...hooray!).  Debating has become a very big part of my high school life even though at first I really had no plans of becoming a debater. Actually, my initial reason for joining is to get excused in class but I ended up being serious after quite sometime.

I spend most of my time watching news or surfing the net. After getting bored with these two activities, I usually end up cooking (but don't ever attempt to taste my masterpiece... I don't wanna be responsible for your stomachache!!!).     

Someday I wanna be a lawyer or an economist but I hope by that time I've already forgotten the word laziness.